Grumble, Grumble, Groan
Un-Motivated, is the term I would use to describe myself upon waking up today. I wanted nothing to do with it. I couldn’t make myself move. I was tired. And loaded with excuses.
My pajamas were too comfy. My cramps were rough and miserable. It was grey and cloudy outside. I’m tired. I just don’t want to. Wah wah wahhhhhhh.
I ate breakfast, had tea, and spent some time reading. I played Hogwarts Legacy for an hour or so. The kids wandered out from bed and demanded breakfast, so I fixed them up. And then Yrsa began the song of her people, letting me know that not only did she desperately have to potty, but I better get my ass dressed because she was going for a walk today, damnit.
So I grumbled and griped and groaned my way through a late and sorta lazy routine. It was different though, because today I had contacts to put in and not glasses to sit on my face. That put a little bit more pep in my step, and I did my make up and got dressed.
Once I made my way down the steps outside and I took a deep breath of fresh air and felt the sun kiss my face, I felt way more myself. I felt more normal. Excited about the day. I listened to Mindstilling and breathed deeply, and Yrsa and I walked 4 laps before I even knew it.
I came back inside and started working on some mobility and stretching and got to work on more Blog Upgrades and troubleshooting some issues- yes they are still ongoing. I’m maybe probably going to lose my mind about it here soon. I can’t get the new site up fast enough.
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